*Abigail's Anatomy*’s Neighborhood

Sara collects sea shells on the sea shore

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But the sky decided to pour rain instead

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fabulous art I covet

These are not mine a contact on Flickr found them. I covet.

"prints by big eye art masters Lee, Eden, and Maio--99 cents each at my local Goodwill! "

After having had some sleep.  I still feel anxious though.  Ive only got 3 more weeks until the 21st of July then I am off for two weeks.  Oh I wish it would hurry and be here.

happy july fourth my fellow americans! i'm still in canada, but nothing to do here today cause i'm not over 19 and my cousin can't take me out cause he has work tmr so i decided to just blog. i'm coming back tomorrow night! ): so sad. i liked being away from everything but i miss everything so much. i feel like i'm being drifted away or forgotten by people, but what am i to do lol i can't do anything!! U-S-E-L-E-S-S, i am. i got my rag today -_- i went to wonderland, pretty dope. i saw this REALLY cute white guy today like omfg. he was, yes of course, Canadian. lol he had this bomb ass body, not like all muscular and six pack stuff but good enough and his eyes were to die for. i realized i have a thing for guys who wear...puma, converse, or idk man but especially those 2 shoes LOL idk WHY! i think they look so sexy and simple to me hahaha. nike's are ok, so common though and like hard to match. or like some nice skater shoes or something idk o__O i judge a man by his shoes. LOL oh and then the eyes and the SMILEE, i want his smile to make me melt in my heart. oh that white guy had GORGEOUS eyess! it was like a really light hazel greenish eyeballs. and his hair was brown with blonde highlights which compliments his sexy eyes with his sexy body and his sexy family LOL idk but he's a cutieee =) so let's see. idk. so i'm interested in ki-how and a bit of johnny. but johnny just has a nice car, i don't talk to him enough to actually have a real "feeling" for him ya`know, it's more like a "i think you're cute, especially you're car...but i don't know anything about you" type of thing. and ki-how! oh wow we've been talking A LOT in summer school =) i enjoy talking to him, it's like i don't have to be a front LOL or worry idk. but ehh, everything is fading, canada is making it fade. people and in jens vox it says "distance makes the heart grow fonder" which i think is true but idk lol i just wanted to bring that up HAHA. we shall see when i get back. dudee, i broke out, i've been eating so much boi bo hue, i think that's how you spell it. so good though mmmm. my boobs have been hurting and my fake nails need to come off, it is bugging me so effing much. i am amazed that i can even type -_- pew pew. i can't wait until december now, the whole family is going to come down again i think. but MAYBE the parents are going to hk and the 21+ year olds are going to vegas, no where for bobo to go except home to baby sit all the kids -____- but it is fun. family bonding i believe. i miss my friends, i always wonder do they miss me but i don't think they do, or maybe they SECRETLY do but they don't want me to know because they know i'll get cocky. HAHA. my family members have been asking me when am i going to get a boyfriend. isn't it bad enough they're trying to rush marriage on my sister, but now they're trying to get me a boyfriend LOL then kk asks me how long has it been since i had a boyfriend and i said almost 3 years. THREE LONG YEARS MANGGG! put and 'L' on my forehead cause i'm fcken LONELY LOLOL!! i find it funny when people say something about my ex's or the guys i used to like and then say "oh, sorry" or something cause it really doesn't hurt me LOL. but it's cute, you guys are considerate of my feelings. i don't mind not having one, it'd be nice to have one though. i like all the people i used to like, i mean i don't like them anymore but it was nice going through all that with them. oh no, my cousin Aaron is awake! i'm going to go play and tease him =) have a happy and safe july fourth everybody!! see you all tomorrow night! wow this is probably my longest and non emo and honest post or whatever you wanna call it. hehe k byEee!

i just finished watching the new JB video "burnin' up" and i forgot to mention that i lined up to see them at their concert in Canada lol. i saw them from afar and it was pretty dope! yeah, i'd still go to one of their concerts when they're down in LA! whoooooo! k byee.

Ive been feeling awful all week.  Really anxious almost to the point of panicky and I keep having waves of weepyness come over me.  I feel so stressed like I could be sick.

Ive not slept very well the past two nights either, very fitfully, keep tossing and turning and having mad crazy dreams.

I think Im just ready for a break from work.  Work is really getting to me and I cant put my finger on exactly why because Ive had it more stressful and havent felt like this.

Im tired I should go to bed.